Inceputul.. The beginning..
Photo by: Carmen Manda Anul 2011 s-a dovedit a fi inceputul drumului meu victorios.Nu stiam ce o sa urmeze,eram doar o simpla gimnasta in sala de antrenamente cu foarte multe vise neatinse.. Am muncit foarte mult, ca orice alt sportiv care intelege adevaratul sens al cuvantului ''performanta'' poate daca ar fi sa o iau de la inceput, nu as fi convinsa 100% ca as face-o ..sacrificii, dureri ,dor ..unele dintre cele mai grele lucruri pe care trebuie sa le induri ,dar atat timp cat simti ca visul tau creste, si simti in adancul sufletului tau ca nu iti doresti sa iti spulberi visul si alegi sa il atingi atunci vei simti de la sine si te vei darui cu totul pentru a trai clipa de maxima bucurie si implinire cand iti vei atinge ţelul! Asta am si facut! Anul 2011 mi-a adus prima medalie importanta de aur la Campionatele Europene chiar de ziua mea!Ma gandeam ce pot sa imi doresc mai mult..?Intr-adevar, nimic aveam tot! Munca implinta alaturi de medalia de aur, antrenorii care au contribuit la castigarea titlului european, familia ,mama mea,prietenii, colegii absolut tot!Am simtit ca a fost momentul meu. Si totusi cat trebuie sa faci si sa te dedici pentru aceasta clipa... Si totusi aceste lucruri nu te fac decat sa iti doresti mai mult, sa fi lacom (in sensul bun) sa castigi din nou si din nou si aproape ca faci orice pentru acea clipa si acel moment, sa-l simti iar si iar. Acea clipa de glorie si perfectiune este scurta, unica, plina de sentimente intr-un singur moment ce te face sa iti iei doza de fiecare data ,ca si cum nu poti trai fara.. Ciudat dar incredibil! Asa este viata noastra, a sportivilor de performanta, greu dar unde cuvantul frumos este prea sarac sa ne descrie viata noastra competitiva. Iar acum momentul s-a repetat (...) Mai multe in curand!! English version: The year 2011 proved to be the beginning of my road victory.I did not know what will follow,I was a simply gymnast in the gym with many dreams untouched..
I worked very hard, like an any athlete who understands the true sense of ''Performance'' word, maybe if I should take everything from beginning, again, I would not be 100% convinced that I would do it..sacrifices, painful, miss...Some of the hardest things you have to endure, but as long as you feel your dream grows and you feel deep in your soul that you do not want to scatter your dream and choose to achieve and touch it.. then you may feel by itself to give everything for living the maximum moment of joy and fulfillment when you will reach your dream!This is what I did! The year 2011 brought me first important European Gold Medal exactly on my birthday! I was thinking what do I want more .. Indeed, I had everything!My work rewarded with a gold medal winning, coaches who have contributed to European title, family, my mom, friends, colleagues, everything.I felt it was my moment. And anyway ,how much you have to do and dedicate yourself to this moment. And anyway all of this make you want more, to be greedy (in a good way) to win again and again and almost do anything for that moment, to feel it again and again. That moment of glory and perfection is short, unique, full of feelings in one moment that makes you take your dose each time, like you can not live without.. Strange but incredible! So... it is like this in our athletes lives, hard but where the ''beautiful'' word is too poor to describe our competitive life. And now the moment was repeated (...) More soon!!
